I can’t stop thinking "what if?" What if I hadn’t made certain choices or been through these situations in my life? It racks my brain constantly and I hate it.
I know how you feel. But you can’t let the past get to you; it’s done, and over, and sometimes there’s nothing left to do but just get up, dust yourself off, and move on. I know it’s hard, but you can’t let the "what if’s" get you down. There’s always going to be hard choices, but trust yourself that you made the right choice, and the other option isn’t even worth worrying about.
I used my scanner today (:
I also completely reset my computer. I returned it to the factory setting and lost all my data, but everything is reinstalled after a long, headache inducing day. And hopefully now it won’t freeze all the time.
tomorrow im off to camp for a training day, whoohoo (: